Joker

Cold bruised broken hearts
melting into nothing.
That feeling you have
involving sweat soaked hands
clutching rib cages
hoping to hold the bones
tightly.

When the pain turns to numbness
you know you have finally
done it right.
Brain holes
chunks missing
from the weekend.

Desperate to be accepted
placing yourself on the outside
watching it all crumble
like a joker
smirking sideways.